Little Witch
She/Her
21
August 6th
Petalburg City
Panromantic, Demisexual
Spirit Medium
Civilian
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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HAZEL KLEIN
lonely when you're alone (ww, o)
POSTED ON Oct 20, 2022 5:02:40 GMT
"Ambroe, wait!" 'Where's he going?' The whole time Hazel's been here, the skittish duskull has been glued to her side, often phasing out of view whenever someone got too close. He's never run off before, and Hazel finds herself out of breath by the time he finally slows. Hazel takes in the sight before her as she struggles to catch her breath. Row upon row of chiseled stone. Simple. Rough. Old. Some of these have been here a while. But why did Ambrose bring her here? Hazel turns to ask him, but finds that the duskull is on the move again, floating toward a large figure kneeling before a grave. Ambrose vanishes before he reaches the man, leaving Hazel standing there wondering what to say. She doesn't want to intrude. Nana taught her better than to intrude on someone else's private moment, but then he speaks and it feels like a blow. Hazel knows that feeling. She feels it every time she pays her nana a visit and finds herself face-to-face with the reality of the fact that she's slipping away. That, day by day, there's less and less of her. That, someday, she'll stop by for a visit and the last person she has left in this world will be gone. "Everyone's scared sometimes," she says, voice soft, unsure, but she has to say something. It's weird, having her nana's words fall from her lips, it feels like she's a child again, clinging to her favorite blanket, sobbing in the wake of her parent's death. It wasn't just that she missed them -she did, terribly. even now - but their death had come with a terrible realization. People could die. Even strong, healthy people, and that thought had shaken Hazel to her core, had left her wondering if she would be next. If one day there would be another accident or she'd brush her teeth and go to bed just like she did every night and never wake up again. Hazel hadn't wanted to die.
She doesn't want to die now either, but she's gotten older and the thought doesn't scare her as much as it used to. Or, at least, not in the same way. Death isn't just something that comes calling out of nowhere, the dark shadow that hung over a girl too young to process why her life had suddenly fallen apart on what should have been a perfect mid-spring day. It's also something that comes at the end of a fulfilling life. Her nana had taught her that, and Hazel's intent on making sure that her own life is a worthwhile one, that she finds a way to leave her mark, even if only in little ways, that she gets to live on in the memories of people that love her. 'Who will that even be when nana's gone?' The thought isn't a comforting one. Neither is being stared at, but she supposes that's what she gets for intruding.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt." She wonders if maybe she should have kept quiet and left him to his visit after all, to his fear. But that's not who she is. "That's a really pretty bouquet. My mom used to love geraniums." Past tense. Yep. Still hard.
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